Tuesday, November 27, 2007, 12:30 AM
26thNOV2007
HELLO BUNNIES(:
my super long post on softball camp which i bet no one bothered to read was for myself to read when i look back next time.
next time, i will be read my previous posts to reflect and remicse on the events that have happened in my life(:
all the happy and sad memories.
by then, i'd be more mature and my reactions to these events would probably be different from the reactions i gave.
i love this song<3
保護色 from KO ONE OST.
想對你說的 讓他先說了
從此只能 猜測你流淚是因為 快樂
想要給你的 他先給你了
從此只能 負荷
寂寞和愛 本來能分割
祝福你是我的保護色
專心扮演朋友的角色在你們擁抱的那一刻
我心一分為二
欺騙你是我的保護色
甘心做個愛情的弱者
真愛不死就能逃得遠遠的
等待是我職責(愛你是天擇)
路越走越曲折 不能回頭了
能傷害我的 都是我愛的還保護什麼 還保護什麼
the lyrics of this song is so painful and sad, i feel really sad and mellow now too. sometimes life is just so painful. love makes it even more painful.
how many people actually live happily ever after? how many couples actually love each other till they die of old age? how many couples end up getting a divorce? how many remain faithful to each other? how many actually even love each other.
love can bring one happiness but it can also bring one unhappiness.
love can heal and love can hurt.
能傷害我的 都是我愛的sometimes you love someone too much that when he/she does something to betray you, it just hurts so bad. maybe i have a phobia of loving someone and getting hurt. i'm getting pessimistic -.-
[I WANT TO GET MARRIED AND I WILL GET MARRIED(i hope.
to arron)]
i think i'm a very emotional person. easily affected by the things i hear and watch. is that good? i dont know. if you think i'm not emotional, you just dont understand me, which makes me wonder, how many people actually understand me? very few.
i'm too easily affected.
sigh. i pity ahjin.
certain OSTs are so good that when you listen to that song, you'd be reminded of all the sadness/happiness that it tried to potray in the drama. ISWAK OST is one of the best OSTs i've heard.
i wonder if TKA OST would be able to be that good.
-drastic change of mood while typing this post-
bye.
to lift up my mood,

such a cutie(;
-update:
i have currently 1033piccies of yalun and 1363piccies of fahrenheit(not including pictures of yalun).
so in total : 2396piccies.
a nice number(:
but its not going to stop there, the number of pictures would just go upupupupup and up~!
- i'm happier now(: -
arron makes me happy. really.
its a wonder how just a picture/voice of someone can make you happy(:
we puddings all agree on this.
and warzonettes,cupcakes and chunnie's fans all agree too.
and fans of all other celebrities.
idols do wonders.
- bao hu se is on replay, maybe i shouldnt think too much about the lyrics. i should stay happy(: -
hahahahaas.
i love foruming.
oh. and i have ruirui, ruiieeee,ruinie and others as a name now. HAHH.
byemybunbuns<3
want to get me a christmas gift?

this would be purrrfect(:
-meow-

i want to kiss jiro xD
HAHHAHAHAHAH.