Sunday, January 20, 2008, 11:14 PM
- WARNING, 1200word post up ahead -
its good to remise the past sometimes[:
while blowdrying my hair just now, i saw my letter holder [my melody] and started reading the letters there.
there are letters from :
AiWen Jie
Jasmine Doo
Zelia Ong
Slyvia
i think the oldest letter there is the one from slyvia, my pri1&2 best friend.
primary one and two were really fun and enjoyable times, but there was also much politics involved.
even at such a young age, we were already playing politics.
politics in the form of friendships, there were always
"i friend you"
and
"i dont want friend you anymore"
and
"i friend you again"
yeah, i remember there was my friend that manipulated me into being friends with whom etc.
Yeah. Although i was the 'leader' of the group, it seemed she was the actual leader instead, i was just a puppet. I really wanted her friendship so i allowed her to decide most things for me.
i
think the gang consisted of :
Me
Jaslyn
Doreen
Xue Qi
Sylvia
Hui Shan
Sebene
Emily
Charmaine
and many others, i cant remember. It was actually nearly all the chinese girls in my class.
hahahah.
we role-played huangzhugege, bringing cloths to school to swish around.
we even had some office role play thingy, i was the boss blah and we had to use our newly gotten bus cards to swipe to enter the office.
we even had a walking formation -> you know we had to walk in pairs blah last time right, we would have walking orders like who must walk infront to 'protect' and open the road for the group and who must stand at the back to block the guys away.
LOL. i stood in the middle with jaslyn [one of my bf].
We also had tradings with the guy gang whose leader is XXX whom we all liked.
so we would like sit across the guys during classes and throw letters about. hmm.
i had two bestbest friends then, jaslyn&sylvia.
anw, the whole gang would always go everywhere together, always.
and there is obviously the occasional quarrels and squabbles on who we should 'friend' [aka let them join the gang] or who we should kick out.
see, we had an orderly gang system last time already
AND WE ALL LIKED THE SAME GUY.
anyway, those times were really really really fun. i wouldnt mind going back in time and doing all those all over again.
At primary 3, the whole gang split up because we went to different classes. None of my gang went to my class.
hahaha. i sound like a gangster.
anyway, the contents of sylvia's letter are really really cute!
there are two letters in the envelope, the papers are all so yellow, yellow from age. it was written like 7,8 years ago, an artefact ok.
hahaha, so in the letter she said something about how we met and she said " i like your name very much. "
LOL. i dont like my name that much actually.
and her letter is folded in a really special way.
her other letter, written on the 25 April 2001 was about directions on how to go to her house because she wanted me to visit her house.
it was damn cute a describtion ok!
<3
PRIMARY THREEwe split classes and i got to know Jasmine and Zelia who were from other classes. Madhuri who was from the same class as i while in primary one&two soon became one of my best friends also, somehow i didnt like her much in primary one&two. Maybe it was because i never really got to know her.
Anw, my new gang of friends were Jasmine, Zelia, Madhuri, Lynn, Pronvara & Charmaine+++
around there.
We did alot of things together also and once again, we all liked the same guy [except doo].
i dont know how freaking charming he was at that time, fancy all the girls in class liking him.
and again, we would write letters to each other among the girls and when we finished up the paper and threw it into the bins, the guy gang[few made it to the same class] would rush to pick up the letters to read what we had written to each other. LOL. so sometimes we tricked them by purposely writing crap like " Icecream, Lollipop, ChewingGum etc on papers. " Because then, we used ALOT OF COVERUPS. like secret names for the guys. hahaha! it was really fun and naive and innocent times.
i think me, jas, zelia and mad had some baby sitter club idea thingy and we made posters blahblah, but obviously the club didnt make it lah, we were only 10 year olds, how to babysit little children.
but we had tons of fun with the ideas.
there was a sobsob time but i shant talk about it.
anw, zelia's letter was really cute too!
it consisted talking about XXX whose alter ego was SBS. hahahah!
lets see if they can still remember what SBS stands for.
In Primary 4, we didnt change classes at all so it was basically still around the same.
but madhuri changed school at the end of primary 4. in P5, we still contacted alot, calling here and there, talking about guys -using nicknames we had made earlier on.
In primary5, we had to reshuffle classes again, zelia had to go to a different class.
I got closer to Nadiah&afiqah and also another group = serene, charlynn, peiwn, pinghao, jing ru, meiqi, zoranne +.
Nadiah,Afi and me were the charlie's angel group. LOL.
there were the other group - selynna, halina and hawa.
plenty plenty plenty of politics and conflicts during these two years.
shall not elaborate on it, too much to say. for those who went through it, we all know.
anw, i stopped liking XXX as much anymore and i liked someone else for like a year till p6. from p6 onwards i didnt like anyone. yeah.
some stuffs happened. i totally enjoyed the perth trip because i got to stay with jaslyn&doreen again among others. it was really fun to be together again. ahhaha.
i still remember = mole-ley! XD
and me and afiqah got a friends necklace, i still have it albeit its really rusty. hmm.
nadiah&doo didnt go though.
THE PERTH TRIP WAS SOMETHING I WOULD NEVER FORGET.
it was HONESTLY more fun than taiwan.
but taiwan is still the love<3
Now, among all the primary school friends, i'm still very much in contact with Jasmine[;
i still do converse with the others though![:
but we've all changed so much already, its hard to be the same as we were last time.
some people have changed so much, its impossible to revert to their old selves already.
WE NEED A GATHERINGi miss my primary school times.
all the "風風雨雨".
those memories will never be forgotten.
i shall go around visiting everyone's friendster, adding all my friends, keeping in touch.
- i think i have a penchant for writing super long blog entries. -